Wednesday, September 26, 2007

My First Love and NEW layouts to share...

First love. Who or what was it? Your first boyfriend, first pet, or perhaps it could've been an iconic teen superstar or music artist. Maybe it was a hobby or favorite toy you once played with. To some, it could be a lifestyle or trend. Whatever the case may be, most of the time first loves tend to be replaced or forgotten because we change & we grow out of it, or simply because life takes its course and forces us to move forward. Well, not for me. At 32 years old, it's hard to get over my first love and if anything my first love has never left my side and has been with me through it all. He knows my strengths and weaknesses, understands me when I don't understand myself, loves me no matter what I've done or been through, keeps me safe and secure, and provides all of my needs. His love never fails and is faithful to me through even the most precarious circumstances. Regardless of my faults and mistakes, he helps me to become a better person and teaches me the importance of appreciating life and the people around me. If you want to know who he is or haven't guessed it by now, my first love is JESUS. Although, my husband is an incredible person and I love him dearly yet he and I both know that if our Lord is not the center of our marriage and if we don't put Him first, then there is no foundation that our marriage can stand upon. I wanted to share that with you because I know that alot of people can relate and probably feel the same way but, I also know of alot of people who have also forgotten Him as their first love or replaced His love with the love of other things, things or people who can only satisfy them so much or love them to a certain limit. People are always searching for something real, something true, but only finding it in the wrong places. Some are filled with so much greed and envy, wanting more and more, but are always left feeling alone and empty. Then there are some who just do not know or never heard of this kind of perfect love that's only found in Him. The simple answer, in my opinion, is it's never too late to receive Him into your heart. The moment you open that door for Him to enter your life, I promise you, you will never be the same. You will have found your FIRST and TRUE love. Those who have left and lost their way, I pray you'll return home and find that your first love has never stopped loving you and no matter how far you've gone, there's no distance in His love. I don't know who most of you are, but I care enough for you to let you know that life is too precious to waste, and if you need help finding answers, or are searching for purpose and meaning to life, or simply need a change--don't wait any longer and pray this simple prayer with me....


"Father, in Jesus Name, I confess that I'm lost without You and need Your forgiveness. Thank you for laying down your life for me on the cross and setting me free. Lord, come into my heart and cleanse me from all of my sins. Make me a new person and show me the right way. I pray that each day, you will continue to draw me closer to You that I may know You more and more. Give me strength to live a victorious life and help me to forgive others just as You have forgiven me. Thank you Lord for my gift of eternal life. I love you, Lord. In Jesus Name....Amen...."




What do you do now? Well, I suggest that you find a good bible-based church home where you can continue to build your faith, be strengthened in the Word of God, and also meet other folks just like you who have been changed by the grace of God and will be there to encourage and bless you in your walk with Christ. Remember, just because were Christians doesn't mean we live a perfect, stress-free, drama-free, problem-free life...Jesus told his disciples that we would face many troubles in life but, to not lose heart because HE has overcome them. Everyday will be a challenge and life will still have its storms, but one thing that is different is that we don't have to face it alone, because we have someone who is bigger and more powerful than our problems. He gives us wisdom, patience, and understanding to things that we wouldn't have otherwise. Our fears can be rest assured when we have the Lord by our side. Why does God allow these things to happen? Well, for one thing He knows the beginning from the end and one thing I've come to understand is that alot of the trials I've been through has molded and refined me to become a person much stronger, much wiser, more humble, more patient, more forgiving, and more grateful then I was years ago. Whenever I face a trial, I always say to myself, "Ok, what is God teaching me now?" Sometimes, He reveals things about our nature that need to be corrected, sometimes He uses us to reveal things to others, sometimes He tests our faith and draws us to depend on Him rather than ourselves or others, or sometimes all we could do is wait to figure it out one day. Overall, it teaches me to surrender my life to Him not just once but, on a daily basis because I can do nothing and am nothing without Him.



So much for a little sermon there, I didn't realize I started preaching! If you want to know what sparked me to blog this, is the video that I added to my blog under "My Testimony". When I first watched it (on FaithSisters.com in the Faith Forum) I was completely balling my eyes out. The skit was so powerful and it really moved me because it really reflected what had happened to me. And how I've returned to my FIRST LOVE. Please take time to watch it and maybe you'll understand.



Well my friends, I'm trying to keep my eyelids open but, want to share a few layouts that I completed this week. I'm beginning to love scrapbooking as a result of a challenge. My first official layout done as a result of a challenge is from FaithSisters.com is the one of my sisters and I - "True Friendship". This is the current challenge going on over there but, I think I'm going to do more and catch up with the previous ones. I really love how challenges motivate you to get scrappin' and also gives you topics that you probably would've never thought of. The other two layouts are of my adorable hubby and I - one was an engagement photo and the other was on our wedding day.



Oh, one more thing--my Bittersweet PP, Wild Tropics PP, Rise Up PP, and Harvest PP Pt1, all have reach over a 1000 downloads!! Woohoo! Wow, that is more than I expected and it really encourages me that people actually like my designs. I've also developed a few friendships that I found to be such a blessing. I hope to design sometime soon as I complete the end of my homework session. So be on the lookout since I've been working hard and learning so many cool techniques in the digi design world. As always, THANK YOU for visiting and taking time to read my blog. Hope you are blessed and know that God loves you!



Here are my layouts this week!



True Friendship
Find credits here.
Created 4 Me
Find credits here.

Lifetime Journey

Find Credits here.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey Dahila :) great layouts!

About your tag on my blog, it's ok. we all make mistakes, hehe :)

I am inspired by your faith and relationship with the Lord.

Yin said...

thank you for taking the time and having the courage to share, Dahlia! I know the Lord will bless your efforts greatly. I know the Lord for 25 years now, and sometimes get distracted, but yes, He is, and I want to keep him as my first love. Thank you for the reminder. You probably won't know how far the seeds you're planting will grow, but many will be blessed. Thank you!

And wow layouts! I should really dig out my weddings, scan them and scrap them. :)

Congrats on making faithsisters too!!

BTW, are you on DST? My ID is yin and if you can pm me, I'll pm you back. I feel more comfortable sharing about my designing in private space :)